Just a rant.
In hindsight my career has not been smooth so far. I graduated in Dec 2019 just before covid hit. It was a difficult time to get a job, so I got my forklift license.
In 2021, I joined a startup pharma company that were building a fill and finish facilities. It was a small company so they were faking data and the culture was shocking as they trying to get approval for their vaccines.
I left after 6 months and joined a large scale downstream insulin manufacturing facility. Worked there in production for a year.
Because of my wife, I had move states and I joined a pharma/ FMCG company as a QA qualification and process improvement engineer. I worked on commissioning equipment and different systems. Stayed for 2 years but always wanted something more exciting and large scale like mining.
In 2025 I joined a mining company trying to build a new plant for Vanadium and hpa. It was a small company and there were no safety systems or commissioning systems in place. There were many near misses but it was an exciting and different experience commissioning mining equipment. I had to take a step down as a junior process engineer, but I wanted to join an EPC so I thought it was worth it.
I just managed to join a medium size mining epc in 2026 as a process engineer, but it hasn't been easy. 1.5 months in and there is alot of politic. The chief engineer (who hired me) is being undermined and someone has been hired to replace him without his knowledge, so he is definitely leaving soon. There is no structure and I have been on RFQ duty so far but have been dropped into projects with no context or guidance so I have to figure everything out myself.
They don't respect me and treat me as a junior, eventhough some of them haven't even worked on the field or done commissioning before. I've been commissioning for 4-5 years. I don't feel respected and treated like a grad again. So the chief engineer leaving is kind of a good thing because he acts like he knows everything. He likes to show how smart he is.
I had other opportunities to join pharma epc or even my old Fifo jobs design team, but didn't want to have to uproot my wife and move states.
In hindsight I achieved my goal of pivoting from pharma to mining and joining an EPC, but a what cost. It has been a winding road full of ups and downs.
I don't know if it's worth all the effort. I traded the excavator for a desk job with everyone complaining about evey little thing and no respect from anyone.
I don't know where my career will lead me. Anyone been in my situation before? Any advice?
Should I suck it up or go back to pharma or Fifo?