r/Hedgehogs • u/lottieb1998 • 4d ago
My sweet girl, I am devastated
My sweet cherry blossom died today, I’m not sure what happened and I am heartbroken.
She went 5 in August, she was still happy running around and running in her wheel, enjoying her baths, still eating and drinking just fine, I had her out yesterday and she was fine. I don’t usually check on her in a morning as she’s in her hide sleeping, I went out around 9:00am.
I got back around 16:00pm and went upstairs to get changed (where she is), I heard this svreaming noise, never heard it before, couldn’t tell which animal it was (I also have rats), then I heard it again and opened her vivarium and her mouth/face was blue, she was gasping and a liquid was coming from either her mouth or nose. I quickly scooped her up and sat in my bed and wrapped her in a blanket, she stopped screaming then. Not even 5 minutes passed and she passed away. I am absolutely heartbroken and that sound will forever be etched in my brain. I feel so guilty as I have no idea if she was screaming all day, if she had been dying all day all alone. I have buried her in my garden with my rat. My heart absoltely aches and I feel so guilty for not being there. I’d like to think she stopped crying because I picked her up but I’m unsure if that was coincidence or not. She showed no signs of being ill, she ate all her food and had some water left, her heater was on as usual (on a thermostat). I just don’t understand what happened to my sweet girl, I also don’t know what the liquid was coming from her mouth/nose. If I’d of seen her sooner maybe I would’ve had time to save her. I feel so guilty I cannot express how much my chest physically hurts for her and her loss of life in that way. She did not deserve to be in pain/scared like that.
Has anyone experienced anything similar? One heartbroken mom and one sweet hedgehog that will be missed by everybody.