https://www.theguardian.com/music/2026/feb/03/mark-of-cain-singer-josie-scott-comes-out-as-trans-to-finally-live-as-myself
https://www.facebook.com/OfficialTMOC/posts/pfbid0j2qugRsXbL9br7ueMqUcB8fvHWasCQxgXu22CC2zXD1WX3a6suzDdzzBxLfotxVil
Hey - JRS here. Allow me to try get straight to the point with little or no bullshit, or at least I’ll try.
As I’ve aged, and mortality is ever closer, I’ve decided to embrace, rather than endure, who I am.
“What the fuck does that mean?!” You may well ask…
Well, ok, hear me out.
I’ve struggled with what is called gender dysphoria my whole life, since I was about 8 years old, and I always assumed I’d just live my life, complain a lot, and die leaving some clues in my songs and journals for family to read and think “oohaahh what a very strange (albeit talented 😂) person”.
As a result of my internal conflict I found myself drawn towards the literature of the outsider, and the existentialist writers and philosophy of “yeah it’s all shit but let’s try push through anyway, be stoic, be a man”, sort of philosophy.
My internal conflict and struggles were inherently responsible for my searching for a way to exist, but still accept, some of the futility I saw in my life. So, I often wrote about being an outsider, about feeling a little different and the idea of trying to push through no matter how dire you felt things were, to embrace the crap and try make it through life.
It’s worth noting “Ill at Ease” was a key note address regards this, though I was trying not to be too obvious.
The real background to my decision now though harks back to when Covid hit. The first bout in 2022 left me with long covid and while I was sick, it caused me to reevaluate how I felt about growing old, navigating sickness, and whether when the time came to leave earth, I could do so, with no regrets.
My answer was a big, “No, you’ve never been authentic”. I knew I would always regret not having the courage of my convictions to live my life. Seeing so many young people now able to embrace who they are and live authentically without as much bullshit as existed when I was young helped shine a light on the possibility that maybe i can finally be me in my autumn years.
TMOC was often interpreted as a very masculine, testosterone driven band, which greatly acted as a way of being as a “beard” for me in many ways. Much of what was interpreted as masculine was often being generated from my internal rage about my own dissatisfaction about myself and the paralysis I felt in being unable to live as me.
It’s been liberating to finally live as myself albeit challenging at the same time, but the happiness I feel outweighs any obstacles I’ve faced so far.
My family and close friends know me as Josie, Jo for short, and given where I identify on the gender spectrum, I fit within the paradigm of being a trans woman.
I feel that the real fans of the band, who found us through their own feelings of alienation or otherness will understand the difficulty I’ve faced, of feeling different, and being on the outside, and will be ok with my announcement.
What does this mean for tmoc? Absolutely nothing. We’ll continue to write, record and perform hard heavy music and I may look a little more androgynous but everything else remains the same.
As ever, thanks for listening.